Sunday, 26 September 2010

  • hello, my name is kallie...

    and i am single for good.

    well, maybe not for good but at least for a little while. i decided that it would've been great to fix my relationship with bo, but i screwed it up so horribly that it would be difficult for me to keep the routine of breaking bad habits. besides, he's better off with someone who matches with him better than i could.

    but i have found someone that seems interesting. he's really smart, and he's sweet. but right now i'm focusing on school rather than my relationship status, so i'll be building a friendship with him first.. and trying to find out his name on tuesday.

    and i'll probably be in hiatus from this thing, or even deleting this account.
    i really don't have much to say anymore :/

Saturday, 18 September 2010

  • yeah, i know.

    this is a really short blog, but i want everyone to know this!!!

    so i found some good stuff on youtube today, and if you don't really watch that stuff then ignore it... if you don't know anything decent to watch, i recommend you watching these youtube channels

    http://www.youtube.com/sxephil - the Philip De Franco Show

    if you like horror and sci-fi, watch this channel: http://www.youtube.com/blackboxtv

    and this hasn't come up yet, but it'll start running the 27th: http://www.youtube.com/cutewinfail

    oh, and note on the Phil De Franco show: that won't have a new episode until the 27th as well, but it's always good to watch older episodes :)

    oops, another note: does anyone know where i can find the new episode of ghost adventures? comments are great :)

Tuesday, 14 September 2010

  • Currently
    Thriving Ivory
    By Thriving Ivory
    Runaway
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    thinking about it...

    this break up hasn't been too bad so far. i haven't really missed out on things that i had (besides my relationship, but that's not the point). i actually have time now to concentrate on myself and my studies, and i've also had a little time to spend with Bo since i've started doing my work during study hours. (omg, what a blessing those study hours are... they have truly saved my ass!) and on top of that, i feel more focused at work rather than worrying about my life... and i've even worked up the courage to get healthy like i used to be. :)

    and i think i've started to gain a little more maturity. i don't think that i was ready for a long term relationship, especially because of the fact that i'm still a child on the inside (surprisingly) and i can't really handle the stress or the work it takes to make something [like a relationship or even a friendship] good. so right now, i'm working on my friendship with Bo, and making new friends on the way.

    it's refreshing that i'm doing something good for myself.

Tuesday, 07 September 2010

  • me time.

    "When one door closes, another will open."

    I think that's suitable for this time in my life. I'm writing this simply because I want to get something off my chest so maybe I can get some decent hours of sleep for the next three months. So, my boyfriend Bo and I decided to take a short 3 month break to focus on school, our lives, and our future whether it will be shared or not, and for the both of us to make sure that we're not trapped or too attatched in our relationship.
    I've been thinking about it since last night when we had the discussion, and I don't think it's that bad. It sounds pretty good for us, but as a temporary thing of course. But, even if Bo decides that he may be happier with someone else, I'll respect his decision. It'll take time to accept it, but if he's happy, then I will be too. But for now, I'm gonna think about me, myself, and my goals.

    So tell me:

    Have you ever felt trapped or stuck in a relationship?
    Have you developed a stronger relationship after taking a short break from you spouse?
    Did you start a new relationship after a break?

Thursday, 02 September 2010

  • Currently
    The Remix
    By Lady Gaga
    Telephone (Lovehouse Remix)
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    i love college.

    however, i do not love women. (i just mentioned the asher roth song "i love college")

     

    anyway, things are pretty hectic. lately i've been trying to keep on track for school, while working a part time job at mcdonalds, and also making time for friends and family. it's hard, and sadly i know it will get worse while i progress as a music major.

    so pretty much this is how my day goes on monday, wednesday, and friday:
    1) i wake up at 6 a.m.
    2) i get to school at around 8:00 or so, just to get a decent parking spot on campus.
    3) i go to class from 9:00 a.m. until about 2... then on monday i have a night class at 7.
    4) after doing study hours for at least a couple of hours, i go home, study more, and attempt to go to sleep at an early time (for me, that's about 11 or midnight.)

    and on tuesday, it's about the same, and on top of that i have to go to work right after 3 and then try and study when i get home at 11.

    and yeah, i know that some people have it worse, like working a full time job while trying to complete 20 credit hours for the semester. however, when someone has an extremely hard time focusing on something as easy as algebra or a 2 page essay, it's rough.

    hopefully all this (honest) hard work i'm doing is paying off... at least i get sunday off of work :)

    but for now, i have to get back to my constantly busy life.

    ta :)

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